I wish i wasnt gay

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You know the type — ambitious, perfectionistic, and always striving to do more and be more… yet secretly fuelled by pressure, anxiety, and fear. Join us for an episode that will help you get honest about how you love yourself, and what real self-love actually looks like.

This episode offers a hopeful, grounded perspective for anyone still sitting with loss, longing, or unanswered questions. As our parents get older, many of us are faced with a new kind of grief- the quiet, ongoing loss that comes not from death, but from watching the people who once raised us begin to slow down and need us in ways they never did before.

Yet for many of us, joy feels slippery and hard to find. In this episode, Michael DiIorio is joined by therapist Michael Pezzullo for an honest conversation about the shadow side of self-love. Not all grief is about death.

In this episode, Matt speaks with queer relationship coach Lonay Halloum about why we attract unavailable men. This conversation shines a light on the many ways we experience loss and how to move through the grief with compassion, courage, and clarity.

[Intro] / I wish I wasn't fat, I wish I wasn't gay / I wish I wasn't black, I wish that I was brave / I wish, I wish, I wish with every candle on the cake / That I could quit doin. I'm so sick and tired of being treated differently. In honour of National Coming Out Day, we’re diving deep into a sentiment many gay men have struggled with at some point: "I wish I wasn’t gay." While this feeling may seem contradictory on a day meant to celebrate coming out, it’s a reality for many who grapple with their sexual orientation and the journey to self-acceptance.

In this deeply personal episode, we open up about the emotional complexity of witnessing our parents age.

Can I be honest

Maybe it's due to the fact that I don't have many other gay people in my life except for my partn. This is an episode for anyone navigating that in-between space—where love, loss, and legacy all live at once. Click here to refresh the feed.

Radical acceptance is what allows us to stop fighting what is, and start living again with peace, presence, and purpose. We all know self-love is important, but what happens when it goes too far in the wrong direction? A free area for the discussion of issues facing those who identify as gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender, and all other sexual or nonsexual orientations and/or gender identities.

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I Wish I Weren

Sometimes, the hardest losses are the people or pets who are still alive—but no longer in our lives. Whether you identify as a lone wolf or love someone who does, this episode will help you navigate the delicate balance between fierce independence and meaningful connection.

Whether you're grieving the person you used to be, mourning a friendship that faded, or facing the slow heartbreak of watching your parents age, grief often leaves us wrestling with reality. This episode will provide you with a deeper understanding of your relationship patterns and why you might be attracting unavailable men.

Together, they explore:. I've been out of the closet for the last decade and I wish now that I never did. We explore how grief shows up emotionally, mentally, and even physically—and the unique challenges of letting go of someone who once meant everything to you.

Why do so many gay men struggle with deep fears of rejection—whether in dating, friendships, or even at work? In honour of National Coming Out Day, we’re diving deep into a sentiment many gay men have struggled with at some point: "I wish I wasn’t gay." While this feeling may seem contradictory on a.

Many gay men have learned to rely only on themselves, and while that self-sufficiency can feel empowering, it often comes at the cost of connection and intimacy. From role reversals and unresolved wounds, to meaningful moments and surprising lessons, we reflect on how our relationships with our parents evolve, and how it stirs up questions of our own mortality.

This episode was inspired by a deep desire to help you heal the subconscious programs that lead to self-abandonment so you can end this exhausting cycle and finally attract available men.